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Name: racheL fuckit<3
Birthday: 12/28/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: cheerleading, the girls, parties, the marc crew, MIKE<3, taking pictuRes, coffee, fooooddd, acting like a retard, being crazy, birthdays, Jesus Christ*, christmas, candY, rugby, alteRnative punk/rock music, beaches, hawaii, shopping, bLiNk 182, love, spring break, Target, long walks, sunsets, highschool, cars, yelLowcaRd, thrift stores, music, hardcore activities, bestfRiends*
Expertise: u name it ill rock it*
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  PHScheerchicQT88
Member Since:
6/11/2004
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| so lets just say a Lot has happened since i last posted in this thing which was like 83927483294783 years ago--
random pics for your pleasure<33
me when i got the new hair cut*
dicks last resort biiiooottchhhh
some of the girLs from cheeR that went
gross yess -- but highLy entertaining
my loveLy bff's a-tay and mich<333
michaeL and i at homecoming <33
[its hard to believe i would let myself get so wrapped up in you]
well thats all for now-- catch ya later
--pouring over photographs
im living in your letters
breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and i cant be without that scent.
its filling me with all you mean to me
there is no need to test my heart, with useless space
these roads go on forever, there will always be a place
for you.. in my heart
so i'll hit the pavement
its gotta be better than waiting
and pushin you far away
cause im scared.
so i'll take my chances and head on my way up there
'cause turning to you is like falling in love when your 10 <33
i love you michaeL
<33 rachhhh
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| long long time since ive been here*
summers almost over -- so long sweet summer<3
heres the highlights:::
did a little bit of this >>
hanging out with my cousin tara before she goes to college
camping with mike -- dont ask random picture
hanging out with my lover kristennn
and of course i acted like more of a loserrr with mike practically every day and michelle just got back from Texas [i missed her x 100] and i love kristen.. steL and cheL<33
so long sweet summer
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
so long sweet summer
i fell into you
now youre falling away
hey thanks-- thanks for that summer
its cold where youre going
i hope that your hearts always warm
<3 CH3L XOXOX <333 | | |
| i find you`re everything im not -- everything i wish i was i see in you. and then all at the same time you mesh with me in the most unimaginable way, and our differences aren`t differences at all. they're the bonds that link us together. and i realize when the light reflects off your eyes and you touch my face -- im drawn. this is not at all what i imagined; its so much more to me<33
fourth of juLy [F-O-J-Ly] was amazing with my michaeL
we ate icecream and sat on his back porch and watched fireworks <33
Me and mikes 2 year and 1 months is today 
me trying to kiss mike to make some fireworks of our own ;)
sunset that made the sky so gorgeous it didnt even need fireworks *
but hey -- it wouldnt be 4th of juLy w/out some sparks
pics from today ::::
alright i know i put the pro in picture prostitute
kind of had an urge to write on my leg w/ lipstick`
random -- retarded i know
ok so give me a break -- 1.im a camera whore and 2. i was bored before work
loser -- get out of my xangerrr -- jk i <33 youu
mucho mucho lovinnnn
- cheL xoxoxo <333 | | |
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relationships are complicated, even the most simple ones are complicated in even ways we cant understand or really grasp. but at the same time the most complicated ones are so incredibly simple? i guess its a lot about taking the good in with the bad. at first every summer romance, fling, relationship is a gasp of fresh air. its that one moment of happiness where every piece fits, where every word he said somehow fills the empty space that has been lingering in your heart for so long. its that time where you dont recognize reality or imaginary.. because somehow they coincide as one and you find yourself with this "perfect guy" who couldn't possibly be real, but is. and with this confusion of reality you start to believe in those fairytales of perfection, and you start to feel like you're living in a movie. so your judgment is blurred and you let him in-- you put down your guard a little bit, and start to fall. not knowing if the ground you stand on is safe to fall on, and even if he'll catch you. and even if it only takes you a year, a month, a week, or even an afternoon to figure it out.. figure out who he really is, and what his real intentions are, its still too late. and by then it may only be a pinprick to you-- but it’s a pinprick right through your heart<.3
 
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mucho <33333 to steL
*rachL | | |
| summer means more heat, less clothes, and much more self image. it also means more insecurities and more diets and more feelings of not being skinny enough. and of course theres always the pressure of being perfect. first of all, what does perfect really mean? who is really perfect and what are the qualifications based on? perfection is not being skinny, or beautiful, and its not even being both. its being able to look at yourself in the mirror, realize your flaws, and still be happy with who you are and what you are. its not looking in a magazine at the skinny models and wishing you had their body or wondering do i eat today? There are no perfect people, only perfect intentions-- and perfect is boring anyways. When it really all comes down to it, its not about perfection, just being comfortable. being comfortable with yourself and how you look. The bottom line is that people will never be perfect.. try as hard as we may for perfection, but the result of our intentions will only become an amazing variety of imperfection. The very same imperfection that sets us apart from everyone else. Imperfection is beautiful<3
<3 just fugg it*
EDIT :::
me and mike before we went to see bewitched* i love him<33
us again -- were dorks
so im walking to my car after work and i found the most amazing note on the windshield of my car .. from the most amazing friend-- i love you kristen!!
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